The secrecy of the unknown

Its funny how the person you despise you are becoming. You talk all the time to everyone but never confront. Never solve the solution only create more fire. Create more pain and numb the old. Make them look low and make u look the best. You feel

Model: Giancarlo Ponce

but only highs never lows because that is too scary for you. Too many shadows or demons depends on what you entertain. You laugh and smile but your soul is crying, crying for help but you numb it. Love God when you like it but when he becomes who he says he Is you get defensive. You judge everyone but do the same in secret. Poison dripping your mouth but taste so sweet to those who don’t know what poison looks like. But I see right through you, you don’t hear my tears. Your too far away for that but it was your choice. Guess you won’t ever know who I am talking about but that’s ok. My secret diary withholding my pain. I’ll grow and leave this pain soon but will you ever or just keep numbing? That’s a secret only you will know.

* Poems are not directed at anyone, just a expression of art and feelings.*